Deviant Dreams

Wednesday, July 1

Does not see a bright future for him - but she hopes the best for the him and the people!
posted by ayat at 11:38 PM 0 comments

Saturday, June 27

Any blue sky left?

Is the passion going to beat alive?

Will there be any eyes stretching out for the truth?
The so-called ecstasy land blooms in blood
The tattoos of history dig the death valleys so hard.

Will we be the new soil for the new soul?
Or
We will be lost in the blood game.

The pain is bigger than our being
The lost hopes in the insanity of the storm
The mass whispers of this land


Will there be any bed to heal this land?
Will there be any wine rivers left to the ecstasy of their lives?
Or
They will be lost under the train of ignorance?
posted by ayat at 1:26 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, May 26

A dive into my death
A jump into the none-sense reality

The blindness of whispers
The melting dreams

The crystal of your eyes
Burning
In the life-long run

Shall I keep the hole of light?
Shall I repeat the songs to survive?
Shall I read the verses never achieved? Never dreamed?
And there will be survival?

For
The crystal eyes
The passionate smiles


For each birth, after death


The beauty deceives
The comfort kills

The growth would be missed.
posted by ayat at 12:09 AM 1 comments

Sunday, May 24

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MFCVjciTBE
posted by ayat at 12:14 AM 1 comments

Monday, April 27

boys are scared of cuddling more than sex!
posted by ayat at 1:09 AM 1 comments

Saturday, April 25

I have missed to stay in bed till noon in lazy Saturdays...just like those good old days which are gone....

posted by ayat at 1:20 AM 1 comments

Thursday, February 26


Let life kiss your ass


do not run for life , but let life run for you

Go where your dreams and desires take you, you are promised that life will follow your steps...



posted by ayat at 10:55 PM 1 comments

Wednesday, February 25

emotionally retarded.
posted by ayat at 1:00 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, February 3

Will the dreams survive?


before I melt in the wheels of time...
posted by ayat at 2:34 AM 2 comments

Thursday, January 15

Not even time
Can stop my tears
After all this...
6 years...

Still I can remember the snow ...the cold night
The mourning day
and
The peaceful day
That you were gone
just in a second
Live long my old Friend
posted by ayat at 1:16 AM 1 comments

Sunday, January 11




Another Year Is Gone!
+
I lost a very loved one; my uncle.
+
I started to know many new people.
+
I still have my family- which is the best.
+
I am surviving- which is hopeful.
+
I need to lose weight - which is fightfull.
+
I need to make my wings stronger - that is what all is about.
+
PS. I didnt forget my crazy friends. :D
posted by ayat at 11:34 AM 1 comments

Tuesday, December 30

In Snow 2











posted by ayat at 4:20 PM 1 comments

Vancouver After Snowstorms
















posted by ayat at 4:11 PM 1 comments

I have stopped using L for some days now, things are difficult now but I dont want the medication anyway.
posted by ayat at 3:48 PM 0 comments

Monday, December 29

A luxury 1,400 sq m penthouse sold recently for US$21 million (S$29 million) at US$15,000 per sq m in swanky northern Teheran - yet the average monthly salary of Iranians stands at US$300 to US$460.

ref : http://marquetteturner.wordpress.com/2008/01/30/worlds-top-3-most-expensive-cities-for-real-estate/

a non-iranian realtor...
posted by ayat at 3:11 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, December 3



http://angrymouse.deviantart.com/art/Not-enough-time-55898454

posted by ayat at 10:22 PM 0 comments

I am not dead nor alive
I am not an animal nor a human
I am not silent nor words

I am not moving or paralyzed

I am just drown

consistently

numb
unreal
transparent

nothing



a big wonder



where all these streams are going to?


where my staisfaction is pierced to the body of time?
posted by ayat at 10:11 PM 0 comments

Sunday, November 23

How to tell someone that you like him? how to ask someone out as a girl? jeeeezzzz...I need some serious help this time.
posted by ayat at 1:36 AM 1 comments

I have the same old pain in my arms and neck tonight...isnt it amazing?
posted by ayat at 1:35 AM 0 comments